Hey everyone me again!
Ok so I’m supposed to go in an audition tonight and I’m getting really nervous!! I actually called and everything, so this time is really it, I’m really going in! I’m getting really scared though! I’m very nervous getting ready and everything seems to be off today. My make up is off, normally I can get it to look even and everything, now it seems to be uneven and patchy. I have red bumps where I shaved my bikini, I’m sweating cuz I’m nervous so I will probably stink by the time I get there. And before I was so sure about this and now I’m second guessing myself like “do I really want to do this”, “can I really do this”, am I crazy for even thinking I can do this? Normally I’m a pretty shy person. Then I think about my husband. What if his friends or someone he knows, really does walk in while I’m dancing? What would I do? My husband is actually taking me in for my audition tonight. I wanted someone with me since I have never drove there on my own before and I am really nervous about that, so he said he would ride with me so I know where I’m going for next time. Is it weird to have my husband drive me to my audition? Is it a personal choice whether I wear my ring or not, or will the club frown upon it? UHHH sooo many questions running through my mind!! Oh yeah and how do u get your underwear back on after dancing (in a sexy way)?! I have been practicing and cant seem to figure it out! I either look awkward or almost fall on my face trying to be sexy! I am so excited and nervous at the same time!!



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