I'm having a really hard time lately with dancing. I'm going to go try a club that's about an hour away, but topless and pasties rather then full nude.
I'm hoping it'll help, b/c I've been really feeling rather down a lot, and work is the cause/issue.
I'm also going to try getting a cocktail waitress or bartending job. So I'll only dance 1-2 nights a week, and only when I feel like it. So I won't NEED it, and I'll have the option not to go. Rather then now, feeling preasured to work no matter how poorly I feel about it.
And I think I'll feel a lot better about myself if I don't need to count on my looks to make money so much. I think it won't be like "I feel so unattractive b/c I made no money"
Hpefully this helps, b/c I've felt so depressed lately about taking my panties off and still making bad money.


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I LOVE dancing when I'm not in urgent need of the money. When I am desperate for money, I hate being there and I hate the club, the customers, and everything around me. The business is so fickle; you never know when you're going to be everyone's favorite flavor and when you're going to wind up with a roomful of guys who are "just here to watch."

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