Not sure what to do about this...
Over the last 3 months, I've become increasingly fearful and paranoid. I'm so consumed with the concern someone is going to attack me or break into my apartment.
I lock my doors, but have to double and sometimes triple check that I did so. I'm afraid of leaving my balcony door open at night or when I'm in the shower because someone might break in. I live on the 3rd floor. At night, all the normal noises sound like they could be 'something' and I get too freaked out to sleep. When I'm driving, I make sure my doors are locked, but find myself getting anxious waiting at intersections with long lights. I don't live in a particularly dangerous city. I sometimes get worried someone is hiding in my backseat when I drive home at night.
I've been especially nervous of meeting new people or getting close to anyone because I've been really betrayed and physically threatened in the past.
I'm not sure exactly what's caused this, but it's starting to seriously interfer with my life. I can't afford to go to a doctor.



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