Really, I want to stop drinking a work, I feel like I can't do it without drinking, I can't make money without drinking, I can't be talkative and dance good without drinking. I don't drink too much, for how long I have done this a few drinks does nothing to me. Well last night, that's all I had, like 4 drinks, then I was doing fine, I was sitting with this guy and got a couple dances, then after I leave I go to the back to smoke and black out, I don't remember much, I know they told me I had to leave and I was cussing the floor guy and that's not me, I know I got drugged. My friend had to pick me up and he's upset with me cause he don't like me drinking and I just feel horrible today, I don't get bad hangovers but i'm like blah, bad. I want to know how to do this without drinking though, this isn't the only time i've been drugged and i'm sure it won't be the last, suggestions or anything?



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