I was gonna go to work tonight and TRY to overcome some of my obstacles and make some money.
I've been to work maybe 3 times in the past 3 months...and each time, I have left negative, due to my own issues. Once I made $200 somply because as I walked past some guy he grabbed me and said I got $200, lets go to VIP. All the other nights...I wander aimlessly, don't talk to anyone, when I do, it's a half assed effort....
So. I was gonna go to work tonight. I curled my hair, shaved my legs for the first time in forever.....
I needed a snack before work so I heated something in the microwave and carried it to the living room to eat in front of the tv. When I went to sit down, I tripped. I twisted my hip underneath me and it popped out and back in. It fucking hurt.
Not to mention that I spilled hot food all over me and my couch.
So now I cannot go to work.....maybe if I was in practice I coudl work with a hurt hip..but I havent danced or wore heels in so long, it will be hard enough. I don't have the stamina or energy....thoes muscles haven't been worked in so long.
But it's ok. I'm gonna stay home, read my hustle notes some more, get myself in prime workign mood and be all ready for tomorrow. Hopefully by then, I can walk.


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