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    OK, I just need to let this out, I have no one to talk to who completely understands, i'm just going to say something really bad happened to me last night, not going into the details, now i'm just so depressed, I feel like just crawling into a corner and crying and doing nothing

    I don't want to do this anymore, I want to get out of this but how, the drinking and the atmosphere, i'm tired of it, killing myself and it's just hard to explain, I have been working on slowing down my drinking for like the past week and have been doing ok with it, but I don't think I could stop all together, this work isn't for me, i'm not doing like everyone else does because guys can see it somehow, they always look at me and say that i'm different and usually in a way that they don't want to spend money on me, i'm too nice or something, I don't have that whole wild personality, there's just something there that blocks me, i'm more laid back, some guys like it. I don't know, I can't even concentrate right now. I'm just letting out thoughts that are in my mind cause I can post things like this.

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    If dancing is making you this miserables...then yes, its probebly not for you. Maybe try something else for now, and if you feel like you wanna keep dancing a little, hit up amateur nights?
    Whatever happened to you, I'm sorry to hear something bad happened to you, but if its something that could be reported or something...you should follow up with that, and not let someone get away with doing shitty things.
    Don't beat yourself up sweetie...maybe just take a break for a little while if you can, maybe that will give you some clarity.


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    Quote Originally Posted by Taylorlila View Post
    If dancing is making you this miserables...then yes, its probebly not for you. Maybe try something else for now, and if you feel like you wanna keep dancing a little, hit up amateur nights?
    Whatever happened to you, I'm sorry to hear something bad happened to you, but if its something that could be reported or something...you should follow up with that, and not let someone get away with doing shitty things.
    Don't beat yourself up sweetie...maybe just take a break for a little while if you can, maybe that will give you some clarity.
    Thanks, yea I think I just need to take a break, that would be the best bet for me, it's just I feel horrible today after what happened, I can't even get motivated for nothing, I have the guys number, i'm thinking about having some fun with it, posting it on a bunch of gay ads or something, haha, I think i'm gonna do that to the bastard.

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    I agree with the above. If something happened that you could report, attempt to do so. If someone did something to make you feel really bad, they deserve more than having their name posted on gay ads.
    Take a break to gain some clarity. "You" time is very important right now. Do what you need to do to clear your mind and relieve stress. Maybe take up a new workout class or yoga, thats what i will be doing. Maybe you just need a break, but if dancing makes you drink every night and makes you miserable, it may be best to look into other job opportunities. Maybe you can do something else in a strip club like bartend or waitress if you still want to stay in the atmosphere, but not dance.Good luck to you and i hope you feel better real soon.

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