I have been thinking about it, i'm going back home to Charlotte, well i'm here now again but still going back to the beach and then coming back, long story, not the reason i'm posting. I can't just say I quit today, but very soon. I thought going to the beach I would find where I would be happy but no. So I have decided I want to get a regular job and stop dancing. I don't want to get out of the whole adult business, I am going to get a regular job and do something that don't require me to be in the atmosphere of drinking and being around it. When I work and drink it is very unhealthy to live that way, it's o.k to socially go out and drink but not with working, not that much. It's not all just the drinking, it just doesn't make me happy, it's not exactly for me. I just wanted to post and let that out.



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. Good luck with whatever you do though, I hope you find what you need to be happy!

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