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    I can't tell if I am emotional because I am getting my period, or if I am really just very, very sad.

    All night at work tonight (which the worst night I have had in as long as I can remember) I just wanted to cry. I miss Miami soooooo much, and I had a huge fight with my friend as soon as we drove into town (Baltimore) which I guess started me off on the wrong, lonely foot. I hate starting over, and now I am starting everything, school, work, everything, over without any frame of reference and it has really got me down. The workload at school seems overwhelming, but I got in to a really selective program so I suppose I am capable of doing well. But grad school, in general, is just plain tough.

    By and large I have been working my ass off since I drove out of Miami to get my life together as fast as possible, and I really feel like I am doing a shit ass job. Yesterday I finally got full on electricity, after 6 days in my apartment, and that has helped a ton. But I am still really emotional, like, bummed out.

    Apparently the doorgirl at the club I worked at tonight is in the same boat at my school on my campus, I MUST commiserate with her. But first i have to meet her.

    Argh, on the last night at my club in Florida I randomly broke out crying at the bar for no apparent reason right before I had to go onstage. Tonight I had to like talk myself out of it because I thought it was going to happen again. I am not a crying type of girl, I hardly ever cry. Weird. I think it has little to do with the club or the city or anything...maybe I am just really stressed?
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    Aw sweetie, you sound lonely. *hugs*
    If you think school is hard, try being stupid.

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    Re: So sad

    Moving and settling into a new place is never easy. I, myself, miss Hawaii terribly. Some days I'm okay, and other days I'm a zombie, having crying fits, or just mad at the entire world. I didn't want to leave...I was FORCED to, and I want nothing more than to be happy in Hawaii again...where I belong. I feel your pain, girl. All you can do is go with the flow, live one day at a time, write down a list of your goals, and go for them. That's how I cope with things. That, and my meds help, too...lol. I know I'll be back home one day at the right time...but I'm here now...and I'm gonna make the best of it.




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    I think there was bad energy in the club, and I know how it feels to move to a new place and feel very lonely and sad. It takes time, I read some place that it takes an average of 6 months for people that relocate to start to feel comfortable again with their surroundings.

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    Aww honey. You just need some time to adjust thats all. If it helps..your last night here was the last time I broke $100 at work! So even though WE miss you...you arent missing out on anything at the club! Taylor and I even played tag on stage one night...yeah..we were THAT bored!

    Keep your eyes on the prize babe! Corny I know...but remember WHY you are in Baltimore. It'll all be worth it in the end. You can always come back when you are done. We'll probably still be drinking kamakazis at the bar!

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    Like the other ladies said, it sounds like you just need time to adjust.

    Whenever I've made a major life change, I've always experienced a period of emotional rollercoasterness (new word!) that can last for months. During that time, I go from sad and crying to angry and yelling with intermittent periods of happiness. It makes me feel crazy and so alone. I just have to keep reminding myself that I just need to get comfortable with my new situation and settle in.

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    Quote Originally Posted by cameron_keys View Post
    We'll probably still be drinking kamakazis at the bar!
    lol, yup we`ll be here

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    Aw hun, I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I know what it's like to start off fresh somewhere and you don't know anybody. Just don't do like me and sit in your apartment alone feeling sad. Give yourself time to get settled and you should be ok

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