I am getting back on the horse tonight. I must have been REALLY stressed because my period was really late (no I had no reason to be worried), and I finally got it today. My depressive funk is lifting as those toxins and excess hormones are being released. I last worked on Wednesday, when I was a useless pile of poop. At least I managed to cover my expenses and make a little money as a useless pile of poop.
I started classes and now I realized that my school workload is not as overwhelming as it seemed. I can do this.
Today I took a break from homework to get my nails done to cement in my head that, yes, you are getting your ass into work.
I don't care if my inner shark comes out of hiding with me today, I just want to complete a night feeling positive, and make my minimum. I need to get over the hump of starting a new job. I am not a club hopper, I like to stay in one place. So I have to settle in and get used to everything.



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