excuse the rant.
I really don't understand what I am doing wrong. I go in with a positive attitude. I look fantastic. My outfits are awesome and well put together. I'm energetic on stage. I smile constantly.
I was on stage last night, the last set of the night, and there was 4 guys at one end of my rack and one at the other. The four guys were a group and were being obnoxious, but tipping well. When I got on stage the ringleader said "you better perform better than the last girl who was up here". I started dancing and more people started coming to sit down, so obviously I was doing something right. I slide down to the floor to do floorwork and am doing the clock-leg thing slow and sexy ( i practiced in the mirror at home so I don't feel stupid... it's actually a nice move) and the ringleader goes "damn, I feel sorry for whoever marries you". Now I don't know if he's saying that because I'm a stripper and he has something against strippers or that he was alluding that my pussy is un-desirable, beat up, whatever words asshole men use to describe our vulvas... but I almost started crying on stage- that is so mean.
What the fuck did he mean??
So I was really upset, wanted to leave.. so I called a cab when I got off stage because they usually take 20 minutes to get there and the manager always tells me I should have called earlier when I'm stuck there waiting for it after all the girls have left. I got dressed and went to go wait on the chair by the door, peeked out 10 minutes later and it was there. Now, the manager spongebob-fatback as some call him was having an egotistical power trip, and decided that we were on "lock down" (cue dramatic music), and that all the dancers had to wait until he said so to leave. I can understand clearing the parking lot for girls who are driving their personal vehicles home, carrying out big rolling suitcases, etc... but I only have myself and a backpack, and the distance between the taxi door and the back door is only about 6 feet, no danger to me to leave when my taxi gets here--- plus, if no one goes out to tell the taxi guy to wait, they will leave and i'll have to wait even longer for another one. The manager wouldn't even ask a bouncer or personally go tell the taxi driver to wait. He just wanted to sit in his office and count his stupid money and mess with the safe and do other "authority position" menial jobs.. making it a big deal that we were on "lock down"
So I told him I was upset and that my cab was here and that I'm leaving. He said if I left I was fired- so I left.
Which I guess means I'm fired... I saw him standing outside the door as I drove away in the taxi shaking his head at me.. he's such an asshole.
So now I'm jobless.. I know I can probably get my job back at the D2, I have no drama with anyone at all except GREG........the other managers love me, the DJ and I are cool, all the girls and I are on good terms.. just this male chauvinist fat pig manager drives me crazy. Probably because he's a scorpio.
ugh. What to do? Go work at Jiggles? Stars Cabaret? call rockstar and try to get shifts at 205??


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I have never heard of Lock Down, it sounds scary. 


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