I'm supposed to show around nine, but i want to come in when we open and just stay longer.
I need the money. I've been pouring so muhc in savings that now i have a credit card bill to pay-and i DONT want to pull money OUT of savings...
Its been a bad week thus far. Worked friday and saturday... and BOTH nights, only left wtih around 200$. 200$ for a WEEKEND night?!?!?! We had a LOT of guys coming in for a free show and not spending on ANY of the dancers, pissed us RIGHT the fuck off! And this new club has a REALLY shitty DJ. Doesnt introduce the girls or sell dances or ANYTHING. He's like "aria for two. aria again. emily for two." Doesnt call standby's for stage sets, and talks quietly...because he gets a kickback if he calls twice and we "miss" our set. We're required to "tip" him 5$ to remove us from teh set order.
So ummm.... IF the girl ahead of me is in VIP and i don't know... and he doesnt call standby, how do i KNOW i'm doing my set early? I dont. So I get fined too. STupid way of making money.
And I need groceries. Technically I spent my grocery money on my piercing--since I forgot that I'd had to buy new work shoes, and had a few other surprise bills from teh Dr... and since it makes me happier than eating ever did, but my boyfriends going to be pissed if he comes over, and I still have the same two packs of ramen, and handful of herbs in the cabinets asI did when he visited a week ago. He KNOWS i dont have muhc of an appetite and can be unhealthy weird abotu eating sometimes, but it still upsets him a LOT(particularly when there's nothing i can even TRY to cook for him, LOL)
Not to mention that my computer is dying. It will only turn on for 15 minutes every several hours, and then it crashes and wont turn on again. And i need to replace it or else I'll go insane. What ELSE am I supposed to do at 3 AM? I can't sneak over to the boyfriends and use his comp while he sleeps much more... The typing disturbs him and he has to be up early to work... and me being up makes his dog be more hyper and want to play/cuddle, and that makes it harder for him to sleep as well....
Thats going to depress me and make my insomnia worse, with NO mental stimulation.... Ugh...
SO yeah. I need to work early tonight. And work harder. And pull in AT LEAST 2-300$. One guy. Thats all it takes. I should drown in Hustle Hut and re-pick through superflirt. Get myself ready to go.
I hope my club will let me call in when they open, and just come in ASAP.



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That doesn't sound very good! There are other juice bars in town that don't have the same policies. I wouldn't stay there if I were you, just from reading this post.

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