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    i think i want to go back to dancing. I told my boyfriend that after my debt was paid off i would quit. well, all of them are paid off and now i live in in another country with my boyfriend... i posted previously that i have been having difficulty finding a job, and partially because of the language struggle. I think one of the reasons i haven't been successful so far is because i am not sure if i want to go back to having normal jobs. I think i haven't been honest with myself. My boyfriend and his family said i should get any kind of job so i can get a work visa. And i should want to, but the fact is i am realizing that i don't like just having any job. I think if i am working i should be able to enjoy what i do. But i don't enjoy stupid mundane jobs, i feel miserable and suffer, office jobs are the worst.

    I mentioned once to my boyfriend that i would rather dance than do other jobs, and his reply was that i said i would quit. He wasn't mean or defensive, nor is he jealous of when i did dance. and i did say back then that i would quit. And then if i did dance i couldn't tell his mom, and i prolly shouldn't tell his sisters, who i am now becoming good friends with. I want to dance but i would not want to start down a road of hiding things, when things will prolly eventually come out anyway.
    I haven't had a complete conversation with my boyfriend about this,and i just don't know exactly how to bring it up. I don't have my heart set on dancing, but i definitely miss it in a way. I feel lost in a way.




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    Default Re: I think i wanna

    well, the $ can't be beat.

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    true, but i don't know how money compare in Germany to California, not that Cali is most wonderful....




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    Quote Originally Posted by pookie View Post
    true, but i don't know how money compare in Germany to California, not that Cali is most wonderful....
    Find out. Maybe it's just me but I can't stand a life of 'what-ifs'. Explore, discover, do what you want.... that's the MEANING of life (other than 42) so you should make the most of it. Do what YOU want. Have fun. Find out.


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    I dance and I have to hide it from my bf's family. It sucks sometime, and I'm very close to my bf's mother, but I wouldn't give it up for the world.


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    Pookie, are you planning on living in Germany forever?

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    ^^^^I don't know about forever. My boyfriend and i haven't decided that yet. I would like New York and he likes the idea too. But we are gonna stay here until he is done with university.
    My boyfriends feelings do come into the equation about dancing, he and i do plan to marry someday(not engaged just yet tho).




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    So i emailed two clubs asking questions about them, but i have not yet got a response back from them. I wanna check out clubs but i dunno if i should just go look and then tell my boyfriend or tell him and then go look. Its not like i want to lie or hide it from him, but i am not sure if i wanna long conversation if i should or shouldn't go back and such if i don't even like the clubs or can't find a good one. any suggestions?
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    arg!! i feel like i am the only one posting in my post!Doesn't anybody care!!!!!!!




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    I would explain to your boyfriend how you feel. I'm sure that there is a part of you that is really lonely being in a new country and all. I'm sure that your boyfriend wants you to be happy. I mean you moved to a whole new country for him. You had to leave behind a lot. The least he can do is let you dance...IMO!

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    Id say check out the clubs then if you like them go to him and tell him youre interested in dancing there. I wouldnt bring it up just to go and find out you dont want to dance there.

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    ^^^ Yeah, thats what i was thinking,but theni am not sure if that is technically going behind hi back, which i would feel bad about.

    But like LAchloe said, i want to tell him, but i have not figure out a way to bring it up. I know he wants me to be happy. But i also want him happy too.




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    Did you hear from any of the clubs?

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    No they have not emailed me back yet. Which is kinda strange because a lot of businesses in Germany want people to email them about working there. I know where they are located, but i dunno if i wanna just show up because of privacy. email is more anonymous i think. I didn't give them my name. but i will email them again soon i think.




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    Hi there! I'm in Europe too. And no one seems to care as well lol! But, unfortunately I'm in a country that pays the shits for everything. And, the strip clubs here are completely sexual without being sensual. Wait a few more days and then give them a call. Although you're in Germany, a lot of people in the clubs probably speak English so don't let it intimidate you too much. I speak Spanish and Portuguese but have a really heavy accent and everyone tells me it's sexy

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