Yea i've been doing a lot of thinking lately and honestly I don't think I want to continue featuring. Im sick of dealing with agent BS im sick of traveling around the country with a million suitcases and having to explain to airport security every damn time why im traveling with a portable shower(mind you it can be funny lol).
I sat down to figure out my expenses and what I make as a feature and what I make as a showgirl. I have figured out that I actually will make more money per week as a showgirl(I do a lot more shows but thats okay). Im sick of shelling out money in props and costumes and I hate the pressure of wondering if im good enough.
I figure if I work full time as a showgirl I wont burn out nearly as bad and I can just relax and enjoy my job.
I do enjoy putting on big shows and having fun on stage but its just not the same anymore. I still do high energy fun shows when im working as a showgirl just not making the big ass mess on stage anymore lol.
I will have to go back to private dancing once n awhile as some showgirl bookings have 'floor time' but thats okay since its no contact.
So yea I will be selling off my bigger themes... im still going to hold onto my smaller stuff but the bigger stuff will be sold off.
I will still have to deal with agents as showgirl bookings are done via agents but I wont be dealing with their lame excuses as to why there are no feature bookings available or whatever BS they can come up with.
I will probably go back to featuring in the future but for now I just want to work on improving my dance ability and just save up some money.
I think its time to enjoy my job again and not shell out an arm and a leg for it![]()


(mind you it can be funny lol).
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