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    BrunetteGoddess
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    Seriously. That's how I feel. Is it weird?

    About almost 2 years ago those of you that were here remember me ranting about my (now ex) best friend going totally psycho and burning the bridge all over me simply telling her to not fucking lie to me. And I made it clear I wasn't angry, but she still went off and called me every name in the book, brought up all these things from a decade ago, and basically spat in the face of our friendship. I boycotted going to her graduation because of and and have not spoken to her since May 2006.

    I found a potentially scary blog post she made way back and out of concern told my mom, who told her Dad. Here's what I get for caring about my best friend of 12 years:

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    i use a lot of profanity....and it dont fucking matter
    Current mood: satisfied

    sometimes.... THERE ARE TALL UGLY SKINNY ASS STRIPPER WHORES who are so JEALOUS of everyone that they seriously GO OUT OF THEIR WAY to fuck with people WHO THEY SHOULDNT FUCK WITH. they are DUMB AS BRICKS and NO ONE likes them and THEY KNOW IT but are to scared to face it. and sometimes they do things that are SO COMPLETELY UNCALLED FOR, like LYING to people they know wont believe them and dont even like them. these STUPID FUCKING BITCHES are so PATHETIC AND LOOKED DOWN ON BY PEOPLE that they are miserable. and what does misery love? hmph... yeah...

    i am beyond nice to everyone until people treat me like SHIT. then i stop being nice and become A PAIN IN THE ASS. i dont like HYPOCRITES, i dont like LIARS, i dont like ANNOYNG PEOPLE, especially i dont like DUMBASSES, but what i dont like most of all is BITCHES. FUCK BITCHES, IF THEY FUCK WITH ME THEY WILL FEEL MY WRATH. and i DONT care who sees this either, whether it be my family or hers, theres no conquering anything i love and care about, because thats already been attempted and IT DIDNT WORK YOU PIECE OF SHIT. i dont have any tolerance for you because ive delt with it for more then 11 years and it doesnt take much to realize that YOU are a HORRIBLE PERSON and YOUR BAD at everything you do, and you will NOT go far in life. you have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA what the fuck goes on in my life because i made sure that you are COMPLETELY OUT OF IT. YOUR A HORRIBLE FRIEND, which is why you are so lonely to go pull the shit that you have pulled. I AM DONE BEING MATURE ABOUT THIS. NEXT TIME YOU FUCK WITH ME, YOU BETTER FUCKING WATCH YOUR BACK. i am WAY FUCKING SMARTER then you and WAY FUCKING TOLERENT of pain so you should probably BACK THE FUCK OFF. dont message me, dont approach me, dont write shit you dont know ANYTHING ABOUT (because everything youve said has been completely twisted around). i dont care WHAT happens to you, and believe me i have said that to a lot of people but i have NEVER meant it more saying it about YOU. OH YEAH and stay away from my family, because they all dont like you either and havent for a LONG fucking time. IM REALLY ALL YOU HAD and in the long run, you'll realize that more then anything. but now the only reason im here is to make you fucking cry your sorry little eyes out.

    yeah, you'll learn you fucking idiot. time will pass and ill forget about you because your a piece of shit, but you will always remember me.. ALWAYS."


    Yeah, I guess she's right about that one. I WON'T ever forget about the girl I grew up with that was my BFF for 12 years.

    Anyways....

    I feel so stupid even caring, but occasionally I find myself checking up on her on myspace every few months or so. I've heard from her family and mine (they're still friends) that she's doing a lot of drugs and making poor decisions. Basically she's one big mess that thinks she's the shit, and way better than me). It worries me, so checking up on her now that I'm not in AZ anymore is all I can do to make sure she hasn't died yet.

    Is it stupid that I care. I'm in this limbo of caring/not caring. Like I care, but I'm on the fence on if I'd ever want to hear her voice again or not. I want to beat the shit out of her and help her at the same time. Weird huh? Why do I even fucking care? I wish she'd get her head outta her ass!

    There's also another ex good friend that I check on from time to time. This one spread lies to my mother about me stripping and couldn't "accept me" because God wouldn't like it or some shit. This coming from a girl who got pregnant with her now husband's child when they first started dating. For somebody who was so Christian and strict, I feel she had no right to judge me.

    But anyways, I feel like I make no sense. Part of me wants to make sure they're OK, part of me wishes karma would bite them in the ass (although it looks like ex BFF is getting a bit of that already with the drugs and crap).

    What's wrong with me?

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    Default Re: I Make No Sense

    You're a good, caring person who doesn't want to have to see people have a bad time of things, but who also doesn't want to be screwed over anymore? Seems pretty normal to me! At least, that's a lot how I feel about my former (now messed up and drug habit having) BFF.

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    But why do I care about people that basically shit all over me?

    And XBFF is wrong. A couple weeks ago she went off on a tangent to a friend of mine who just moved back to AZ about how she'll never hang out with me again, I'm a piece of shit, etc. etc. If she was supposed to have forgotten about me, then WTF?

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    She's not going to forget about you. The best she can hope for is to come to terms with it all. I had a best friend through jr high and high school... who was only out to become the most popular and try to be more liked, thinner, have more bf's, etc. than me (it's actually quite flattering now that I look back on it). I graduated 6 years ago and I've finally come to terms with it... well, I guess I dont' exactly wish her well even now.
    If you think school is hard, try being stupid.

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    Default Re: I Make No Sense

    nothing wrong with you checking up on a (former) friend. just shows YOU were the true friend to still care.

    friends try to stick together but SHE obviously made that impossible.

    like they say, she needs to hit rock bottom first (unfortunately) to be able to even start climbing back out. and unfortunately, friends and family can really only watch until they do that.

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