So I know a lot of you are sick already of hearing about my weird and shitty love life rollercoaster for the last year and a half. And I ain't gonna lie: it's been hard. Real hard.
But the good thing about having your life upended is that sometimes it does force you to re-evaluate what's going on in all aspects of your life and see what changes you can make.
Sooooo...
I'm moving to Europe for six months starting in November! I'm going back to school to pursue my writing seriously. I'm going to learn how to make chocolate by hand.
Yes, you read all of that correctly. All at the same time too.
Why am I doing all of this? Because I can! I have enough money to do it, I don't have a whiny, emotionally stunted/crippled boyfriend to hold me back (would be nice if I had a supportive one, but oh well, none is better than shitty), I have no kids yet to worry about leaving behind and it'll be an amazing experience.
It's scary to think of leaving my friends and family behind for six months and live in a foreign country (plus I'll be traveling to other places too) but it's just something I need to do. If not now, when? I haven't spent much time in the last 18 months sitting on my sofa eating gallons of Haagen Dazs, but I intend for my life to just keep getting better since it's fully in my hands.
I encourage those of you who feel stuck to just go ahead and start making a change in your life. Doesn't have to be as drastic as what I'm doing, and I know that sometimes obligations impose limitations. But don't be afraid to shake things up!
As strippers (current or former) most of us should be familiar with the credo of how we'd rather regret what we didn't do than what we did!![]()



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