About 4-5 years ago I dated this guy... when we met, that thing from movies where you see someone in a crowd and everyone blurs out but them and it's kinda slow motion... that happened. We broke up a few times, and the final time, I got with someone else. I ended up falling in love with and marrying this other guy.
It's weird though... I see the first guy about once a year around the time we broke up last, always by coincidence. This year I missed seeing him by a couple of weeks, but he did show up yesterday. I had been trying to get a hold of him for about a week, and I never did. He drove up by me while I was on a 10 minute walk... turns out his parents live near me. He came over and we talked for a long time.
He's only been with one girl since we broke up, and only for about 8 months. He has no job. I think he might be a junkie. He kept telling me he felt weird... he said kinda like nervous but he couldn't explain. Then he was finally like, "I just realized... I feel happy." Apparently he has been somewhat emotionless since we broke up. And I have had awful depression. And I feel weird around him too... everything involving him has been really ironic in some way.
I love my husband, and I'd never leave him, but I think that me and this other guy are meant to be at least friends. It almost feels like I knew him in a past life... and I'm not even completely sure I believe in those. Sometimes I think that maybe he was actually my soulmate, but I married someone else, and that's ok because fate allows us choices... I don't know. I've never had an orgasm either... maybe that's fate's punishment to me, lol? Just something strange.
Sorry that was so long... opinions?


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